i didn't understand it in the same way as i do now.
I did not realize how much I would miss you.
I did not realize is how much I loved you.
Now I see how much you mean to me, & is how much I love you.
But it's obvious now that I've already lost you.
If I could rewind time and do something,
then I would do it now, right away!
I love you & I wish everything was as before. ):
All the memories with you playing over and over in my head.
I can not stand this pain.
do not want to miss you and we have had
but just the thought of your smile makes me and pray to a god that I never trusted.
//jjenniferjj.